I'm sick and I want to die
Well, ok, I don't actually want to die, that is just an exaggeration.
I am, however, so sick that it isn't even funny. After I finished my 7 days straight of drinking I was just chilling last night and my friend was drinking and I was like..."why not?" so I got *filthy* dirty drunk. And today, I am sick. Last Friday and Saturday I was pretty sick, but since then I've been rather good, just getting drunk and not wasted. Last night I was WASTED. I puked everywhere, ended up passing out on someone's couch. This morning I walked home and I was still drunk. I wasn't sober until...2 in the afternoon, and now I'm dying. My classes have been torture, although I did ace the hell out of another quiz and get a 100% on my lab that I was worried about.
So in conclusion, I never want to drink again. I probably will, though, if not tonight, then certainly tomorrow at my party.
Speaking of my party, roommate told Tyler about it and he said he'd probably go. I was wanting him to not go and I wasn't going to invite him. Damn! I'm only ok when I don't see him. And after a serious Tyler drought all semester, I have seen him 3 times in the past 2 days. The "best" was just now, he was taking trays at dinner. I talked to him. Also, one of the boys I kind of like was eating dinner with us and so him and another kid from my floor have now heard about my crazy obsession. And they, understandably, are not impressed. I don't think it was emphasized enough that I am getting better! I'm just in a rough patch.
Watched an interesting movie on evolution vs. creation, by a hard core Christian fanatic. It was mind numbing. He presents all of his "evidence" so convincingly and as though what he was saying were plain fact, when it is plainly evident to me that none of it is accurate. Infuriating. The worst is when he cites dialouges he's had with evolutionists and he quotes them and just makes them out to be total idiots.
Minister (Ron Carlson) - "Well what do you have to say about the third law of Thermodynamics?"
Evolutionist - "uhhh...well...hmm..."
Ron Carlson - "The third law of thermodynamics is the law of entropy, it states that things cannot go from a less ordered state to a more ordered state, which is in direct opposition to your THEORY of evolution which says that higher organisms evolved from lower creatures."
Evolutionist - "Uhh...duuuhh..mmmmep?"
Which is frustrating because that isn't even what the third law of thermodynamics says. It says that in a closed system the total entropy cannot decrease. The earth isn't a closed system, the sun provides energy which would be the impetus for decreasing total entropy. How the hell do they think trees grow from seeds? Is that in opposition to thermodynamics, too?
Another good one is when he insists that there is absolutely no evidence that the earth is any older than 6,000 years. Ron is going off on how the way that they date fossils is by the rocks they are in and they date the age of the rocks by the fossils in them. Doesn't mention, oh, CARBON DATING!!
Alright, I'll be done for now. I have a disease called "limerance" in which I can't seem to behave rationally at all in matters concerning a certain boy I know, wish me well!
I am, however, so sick that it isn't even funny. After I finished my 7 days straight of drinking I was just chilling last night and my friend was drinking and I was like..."why not?" so I got *filthy* dirty drunk. And today, I am sick. Last Friday and Saturday I was pretty sick, but since then I've been rather good, just getting drunk and not wasted. Last night I was WASTED. I puked everywhere, ended up passing out on someone's couch. This morning I walked home and I was still drunk. I wasn't sober until...2 in the afternoon, and now I'm dying. My classes have been torture, although I did ace the hell out of another quiz and get a 100% on my lab that I was worried about.
So in conclusion, I never want to drink again. I probably will, though, if not tonight, then certainly tomorrow at my party.
Speaking of my party, roommate told Tyler about it and he said he'd probably go. I was wanting him to not go and I wasn't going to invite him. Damn! I'm only ok when I don't see him. And after a serious Tyler drought all semester, I have seen him 3 times in the past 2 days. The "best" was just now, he was taking trays at dinner. I talked to him. Also, one of the boys I kind of like was eating dinner with us and so him and another kid from my floor have now heard about my crazy obsession. And they, understandably, are not impressed. I don't think it was emphasized enough that I am getting better! I'm just in a rough patch.
Watched an interesting movie on evolution vs. creation, by a hard core Christian fanatic. It was mind numbing. He presents all of his "evidence" so convincingly and as though what he was saying were plain fact, when it is plainly evident to me that none of it is accurate. Infuriating. The worst is when he cites dialouges he's had with evolutionists and he quotes them and just makes them out to be total idiots.
Minister (Ron Carlson) - "Well what do you have to say about the third law of Thermodynamics?"
Evolutionist - "uhhh...well...hmm..."
Ron Carlson - "The third law of thermodynamics is the law of entropy, it states that things cannot go from a less ordered state to a more ordered state, which is in direct opposition to your THEORY of evolution which says that higher organisms evolved from lower creatures."
Evolutionist - "Uhh...duuuhh..mmmmep?"
Which is frustrating because that isn't even what the third law of thermodynamics says. It says that in a closed system the total entropy cannot decrease. The earth isn't a closed system, the sun provides energy which would be the impetus for decreasing total entropy. How the hell do they think trees grow from seeds? Is that in opposition to thermodynamics, too?
Another good one is when he insists that there is absolutely no evidence that the earth is any older than 6,000 years. Ron is going off on how the way that they date fossils is by the rocks they are in and they date the age of the rocks by the fossils in them. Doesn't mention, oh, CARBON DATING!!
Alright, I'll be done for now. I have a disease called "limerance" in which I can't seem to behave rationally at all in matters concerning a certain boy I know, wish me well!
posted by Rachael Ferber at 6:38 PM
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