i'M DRUNK

I[m sorry trhat I never post anymore....I lvoe you all! So my fucking bastard-ass frineds have started a band and they dneeded a bassist and I kept saying "Tyler plays bass!" and then they apparently clalled him and auditionend him and he was totally awesome and they had him join their band and they didn't getll me and *everyone* knew and no one told me and it was supposed to be a surprise but I read it on one of his friend's xanga's and then I knew. And theyl played tonight and were actually pretty f8ucking incredible, which I wasn't sure what to expect, but htey were really good. I'd buy a cd and I don't have any money. Pattern Fall is what they're called. And apparenyly he was like "did rachael ferber tell you that I play bass?" and I guess that he said that I was somewhat coo,l, and we had a lot in common, but I was insane and "nuts: Which is fine, because I've been getting over him since debvvecember and I am doin gr really well. Like, before I found out he was in their band, I had nhonestly gone about 3 days without sating a singly thing about him! Which is probably a world record. For me. And so tonight I saw him play bass, and if you weren't aware, boys in band sa re gorgeous!Q And so i DOIN't love him and I'M toatally getting over him . Honest.y. Event htough he is hot and plays sexy bass. And things htat I'm insane. And guess who fucking showed up at the g=contert! That Goddamn pretty girl! I'm serious, but she left right away, like a loser. I stood in front and cheered the whole goddamne time.